
*The Lover Within A Friend*
I remember when I met her back in high school, she was a freshman and I was a senior. She approached me out the blue. That was the time I was growing into manhood and my physical features started to resemble that of a man and begun to shed the remains of the boy I once was. First thing I noticed about her is how short she was, she only came up to my waist and I was over 6 feet by the time I was at the age of 18. The next thing I noticed was how incredibly beautiful she was compared to the typical girl her age. She was the most beautiful creation I had laid my eyes upon in my young life.
She asked me for my number and I was thinking there is no way a girl as beautiful as her was interested in me. She called me a couple of days later. We have been cool ever since. We use to ride the bus home together and she use to lay her head on my chest to hear my heartbeat. Until this day I can still feel her breathing. Dudes use to hate on me hard, talking about she use to be have a lot of boyfriends. But I noticed most of the dudes that said that were unattractive and lonely. And I can tell that they wanted her for themselves. We did try going out in high school, but she was crazy as hell but she was still a great person.
I could remember that Musiq Soulchild just dropped and that song “Half Crazy” was burning up the airwaves. I could remember singing along with him saying, “Damn I want my friend back.” I was just trying to figure out why she was so mad and angry all the time. I was never disrespectful her though, I just figured she wasn’t use to being with a gentleman such as myself. Back in those days I was a late bloomer, sex thoughts rarely penetrated my mind. But she began to open my mind to a new world.
Her world…
The more I grew to know her over the years I begin to comprehend why she was the way she was. I learned this woman inside and out. I even met her moms and grandmother and both of them loved me to death. I remember her telling me that her moms told her that she should be with me. She even met my moms and my niece simply adored her. My girlfriends were often jealous of her because I never stopped helping her and I never left her behind. If she needed some money I gave it willingly and never asked for it back in return.
Most of my exes couldn’t handle the fact that I had a female friend. I guess it is apart of females being territorial. The fewer women that were around their man, the lesser the chances their man would fuck around. But I wasn’t like that I believe if someone wants to cheat, they will. And not to mention that J was drop dead gorgeous, she always told me stories about how dudes use to try to talk to her. And I couldn’t really blame them at all. But I never once cheated on them; all I did is talk about them to J (Jameelah) just as much as she talked about her boyfriends to me. It wasn’t like that though; I loved all my exes with all my heart. But once someone has their mind made up, you can’t tell them shit. So most of my relationships ended abruptly and turned out to be for the better.
Insecurity is a major turn-off in my eyes; I wouldn’t dare push Jameelah to the side like the other people in her past did. She talked to me about everything, even the lovers she had. I even taught her how to touch her and afflict pleasure upon herself. She even told me how she never had an orgasm. I couldn’t help to think how it would be to make love to her. And there was no doubt in my mind that I could give her an orgasm and more. I wanted to be the best she ever had in general. But I was too timid to walk that thin line and destroyed what we had built. We fondled around with the thought of us crossing that line again but it never transpired. Jameelah had gotten her heart broken on more than a few occasions and I was always there to embrace her with some comfort.
She even did the same for me when I got my heartbroken by the one person I trusted the longest. Charmaine. I and Charmaine were like fam, and we had known each other for years. I met her before I even met J.
But things turned for the worst one night that J was going through something and I accidentally by mistake sent a message to Charmaine saying, “I love you Jameelah.” Charmaine lost her mind and thought I was cheating on her and I explained over and over again. That I love her but it was only as a friend. Just never really got the picture nor instead where I was coming from. But in the end I found out that she had been growing closer to someone else. And she was just looking for a reason to push me away so she could be with him.
J was there to help me though my rough spell and soon after that I returned the favor when one of her relationships turned for the worst. She even promised me a chance to win her heart. But things eventually turned for the worst when she started going out with Gibril. I felt overlooked and I was very protective of her because of the things she when though in the past. Not to mention I felt like that she was all that I had. Soon after that, came the worst argument me and her even had, in which the both of us said the most hurtful things that would could ever say to one other.
I just knew this was the end of us and nothing could restore our friendship.
I was just trying to get her to see, that no man created could ever love her the way I did.
We didn’t talk for about two years after that argument happened. It simply broke my heart when my niece use to ask where J was and I didn’t know what to say. She called me after the blue a few times and I didn’t until about six months later. We only talked on and off for awhile.
I sent her a message on IM to her know that she had my blessings in her relationship. That was in February 2009 and we have been greater friends then we have ever been. I was often wondering if she was feeling me. I got confirmation when one day she asked me if we both were single by the time we were 30 could we both get married and I told her yes. But what she didn’t know is that I wanted her now.
I agreed to meet up with her one day and she mouth dropped when she saw me. I was freshly faded because I had left the barbershop before meeting up with her. I had on blue jeans with my all gray Jordan’s with my blue Josh Howard jersey. With a wifebeater underneath to show how cut and physically fit I was. I was looking very professional in my casual attire. And still having traces on my skin of my early afternoon shower. With a little bit of cocoa butter residue on my skin.
The first thing she said was hey Christian, you look so different and you have muscles now. She gave me a hug and I felt everything inside of her shiver. She was a little bit timid around me and this was the first time ever I seen her like this. I had been working out to get myself in shape and to keep my sex drive intensified. And it had been paying off. I was glad I had managed to squeeze a good workout in right before I saw her. She was damn fine had a white wifebeater on herself. With some gray Aeropostale fleece solid legging pants. And that ass she was carrying around made it hard for me to keep my hands to myself. The curves on her body had been perfected and I noticed her couldn’t take her eyes off of me.
She had just got her hair done and all I was thinking about is how bad I wanted to mess it up. She had the look of desire in her eyes and I just to be subtle about all the adrenaline that was rushing through me, I badly wanted to grab her and pulled her close and kiss her for lifetimes but I resisted because of the situation that she was in. I just knew her man didn’t have anything idea to please her like I was capable of.
She had to go because she had a prior engagement. She was going to try to see if she could get her nails down before the day was over. She when out of her way to see me and that made me feel good. She gave me another hug as she departed.
I let her go and all I could think about is how bad I wanted her and she wanted me. I could feel it.
About a week later, J called me as I was working out the door going to this baby shower that I was looking for some way I could get out of. And I just found my excuse, hell I didn’t have a gift anyway. I called all my colleagues and told them that I wasn’t going to be able to attend the baby shower. A family emergency just occurred and I had to pick up my niece.
I arrived to her place this was the first time I had ever been there and the directions she gave me were perfect. I walked up to her apartment and knocked on the day and there she was with tears covering her face. I reached to wipe them away just before she gave me a hug and told me that she was glad that I could make it
.She told me that Gibril had found out that she had seen me and he wasn’t happy about that. And their relationship had been turbulent for a long time now. I apologized and told her that I never meant to be a problem in her relationship. She said, “don’t apologize I don’t regret seeing you because you made my day.” I was thinking if Gibril meant so much to her why would she jeopardize her relationship just to see me?
And she just went on saying that she feels like she is with the wrong person and she felt like she wasted years being with him. “I always knew who I should have been with but I was too damn scared to do anything about it,” she said. I felt this room heat up and I was tempted to touch her. Right when that thought entered my mind her phone rung and it was Gibril. I could him with all the hostility in his voice. And then J said you are on your way home Gibril and I motioned to her that I was about to leave. I didn’t want or need any of the drama.
So I left and I am not going to lie I was disappointed. When I was five minutes down the road J called me and said thanks for coming over and I felt so much better since I saw you. We talked until another five minutes passed and I could hear the calmness in her voice returning.
She told me to hold on because someone was at her door and I could even hear the knock though the phone. I heard the door open and she said did you forget.
She must have thought it was Gibril, but I wasn’t no muthafucking Gibril. I was Christian, shocked overwhelmed her eyes, when she saw it was me. I picked her up and kiss the shit out of her grabbing her ass. Racing my fingers down her beautiful ass crack until I reached the gaping hole of her pussy.

As her legs instantly begun to wrap around me, I closed her door. I swung her around and planted her upward on the back of the door. So aggressively. She was in her robe from the shower she took early. I placed my hands under her robe, nibbling on her breasts and place my hands where they were destined to be. My fingers measured how deep and wet she was.
I opened her robe while I was still holding her up and I slid down to taste her. As my tongue fucked the shit out of her pussy and her sweet juices satisfied this quenching that I felt for her since day one. Penetrated my taste buds until I could feel the temperature of her season.
She stuttered as she said Donnnnn’t Sttooppp Eattiiing My Pussy, C-H-R-I-S-T-I-A-N. She gripped the doorknob to keep herself elevated on my stiff tongue. Anointing my head with her force as she worked her hips in a downward cyclonic motion on me. As I eat my way to her heart, with my lips smacking on all her sides all at once. My tongue pondered on her desire until I could taste how anxious she was.
I let my tongue dance in a sensual matter in between her walls until she made love to my face. I French kissed her insides until she was rewarded with inconceivable bliss. She screamed for me to suck the entire nut out of her sweet pussy. As I begin to stir my tongue around in a circular motion and I made her wetter. I sucked with all the passion that was inside of me. She trembled perpetually in my mouth.
I picked her back up and flipped her upside down until her face was at the head of my dick. I was so long and hard that it automatically fell into her mouth. She wrapped her tongue around the head of my dick and saluted me with her lips. She swallowed my hardness as much as she could. But it was nearly impossible to accomplish that feat. The way she gagged on me I almost dropped her pretty ass. The shit felt so damn good…
I spread her pussy lips and I felt her heat perspiring on my lips. While I attended to her clit with my kiss, I fingered her for a little bit. Until I said enough of this bullshit. I grabbed her arms and pinned them behind her back and fucked her where she stood. My erect head rammed through her gapping and open her up completely. She barely could keep her stance to take this entire good dick that I was giving her. I showed how good pussy should be treated. I was long stroking it with an inch or two left to spare on my emulate shaft. But I was still very deep in her so very much that she was grasping her stomach as I hit it.
I let her go from my clutches and I gave her a great big slap on the ass. I slapped that ass so hard I thought my handprint was going to be left on her pretty ass cheek. I grabbed her by the neck and turned her around and gave her a kiss and let my tongue throb and devour hers. And pulled her head away from mines so I could fuck her some more and give her some more good dick she had been deprived of.
I wasn’t through yet. I turned her back around with my hand on her neck and forced on down on all fours. With one hand on her neck and the other hand on my erection and I re-entered her. Teasing her, taking myself in and out of her very slowly. Taking my dick out for an instance or two to rub it across her humid and teary opening. This shit was driving her crazy. I could tell she was getting close to reaching that orgasm she had never had. I had her face pressed down on the glass coffee table. My lips because some domineering on her spine.
I when into beast mode as I sped up. And she said, “my pussy is about to explode.” The doorknob turned and as Gibril walked in and he got a free demonstration on how to make his woman squirt.
©7.10.2009















































